Morning nesters
Nar we are forever talking about the weather in melbourne, it can change in a minute here. yesterday it was 36 degrees and today it is 19. We had some big storms yesterday which was much needed, just hope it gets to the fire affected areas. I decided to take Carl for a walk as he had a new haircut and it was so much cooler and i so needed to get out of my head. well it was still pretty smokey and i did get rained on but it was so nice to just appreciate the rain. i am sure i got a lot of looks as i seemed to be the only silly person out.
Im still not calm, people certainly know if they piss me off, i am more rational though and have found a bit more patience on occasion. I think its an age thing also where your care factor lessens.
Julia you are doing really well, just go with what you are feeling, it will lessen. the trials and tribulations of life still happen sober or drunk, its how we choose to deal with them that counts.
Work is getting really busy again but i am trying to work from home a couple of days a week now. i work in an office with about 10 others, drs and pharmacists and they are always talking about some patient so it gets a bit mad and loud. i seem to get more work done from 5am to 8am when no one is around and at home i can get everything done in a few hours plus a walk, plus housework. I am glad i finally have a job i love and suits me. Would not have happened if i was still a drunk.
Lav, i only have a video of carl at the beach, not sure if i can load on here. funny how we all missed his big jump into the unknown but managed to film me running on the beach (unheard of me running).
take care x
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