I don't want to be totally AF......,

[frances]

Hi Blue - I'm here :-)

Things have been a little busy and I haven't felt like I had much to say...hope all is well with you!

[blue1]

Yoo..hooo...where is everybody???

[blue1]

Hey....how is everyone doing?

[blue1]

My daughter got me a beautiful purple handbag...two pairs of earrings and three bracelets!

[blue1]

I was able to read all the posts but I couldn't reply! I went back to the search url and typed mwo in manually and it brought me back to the page and I was already logged in....weird!!!

Anyway...everything went well with dinner and the party...I really enjoyed myself.

[blue1]

Ok....this was weird! it's like my phone too me to a different mwo...it wanted me to register again...like blue1 wasn't my username!

[NoraC]

Blue said:

Hey guys!

I was trying to post on my thread in long term mods...and it won't let me....anybody have a problem like that?

I didn't have any problem. I hope you get it worked out, Blue!

[NoraC]

Blue - sorry that things aren't going well. You were supposed to have a wonderful birthday week. :wave:

I hope that everything gets better right away. I'm glad that you came here & talked. A major problem of mine is keeping everything in. It is better to let it out. :hug:

[frances]

Sorry to hear about that Blue! My husband overreacts about things sometimes too. Maybe yours will calm down once the initial irritation has passed. I know you probably don't want to have to do this, but could you tell him that tomorrow's get together is not about him, it's for your birthday and you'd really like everyone to be there? Maybe he would let it go since it's for your birthday. Money troubles are the worst, they can really make situations really difficult. I hope things get better soon!

[blue1]

By the way hubby kept saying she might be feeling some kind of way cause she's moving. Maybe he's sad about her moving and using this as a way to not have to deal with his emotions. But...I know he loves me and is always very supportive of anything I'm passionate about....

[blue1]

I really try hard not to complain....because of my religious beliefs....but I have to talk to someone...

I feel so depressed. I have been trying to keep a positive attitude about everything I planned for my 50th birthday falling through. Money....bills...etc...have gotten in the way again.

I. haven't gotten one gift...but my daughter just left to get me something for my get together tomorrow....that's what started the deal that has me in tears now.

My daughter and children left to go to the mall....hubby was on the porch smoking a cigarette....daughter locks the door....hubby is locked out....my bedroom is on the third floor with the ac on....I go down to go to the bathroom and just happen to hear hubby banging on the door. When I let him in...he's pissed! He said he had called my phone like eight times....I wasn't upstairs....I was in the bathroom. But...now he thinks my daughter locked him out on purpose. I'm trying to tell him I know our daughter...and yes she will lie and do things to benefit her cause she's selfish. I know that. I ask him how would locking him out benefit her???? It wouldn't!!!

So...now he says he's not riding anybody around tomorrow for my celebration....if he doesn't drive them they won't have a way there.

I have really....really been trying to be happy and make the most out of sad situation. God...I just wanted a happy week....so far nothing I planned has happened.

I don't even want to go tomorrow but it's too late to cancel....maybe it will turn out better than the rest of the week.....I sure hope so.....I've been sad all week....pretty much faking the funk. Hoping it would get better.....

Just needed to vent in a safe place.....thanks.....

[blue1]

And I love my new hairstyle....my daughter did an awesome job!

[blue1]

Well....I won't even talk about the drinking....I was suppose to go out to eat....but hubby made me a delicious dinner....shrimp....steak...and linguine salad...I was trying to post pics but couldn't....I'll try again after this post. No zoo tomorrow either....but I still have the actual party on Saturday!

[Lizann]

Hope you enjoyed your day blue!
Frances good job on moderating. I know in the past when I have tried that I could mod for a few months and then I would just revert back to bad behavior. For me it seems it's all or nothing. Hope you can keep it up.

[ToMyHealth]

Hope you enjoyed your 50th bd celebration, Blue! My next BIG bd will be 70. Yikes!
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