I have potentially two more grandchildren coming on top of the six that are already here, but I have made such a mess of my life and my body that I’m not of much use or service to them, unfortunately. I hope I can heal. My left foot has been giving me a lot of pain so that I can hardly walk. And this despite getting laser treatments and chiropractic manipulation to the calcanius / heel bone that is apparently misaligned. I hope it’s not making things worse…
…and I wish the new orthotics would get here! I’m pinning my hopes on those. I hate being lame. It’s scary not being able to do much of anything.
I had D4 with me yesterday, and my sister here too yesterday evening as well, and both overnight! I loved it. My house felt like a home with people staying! Now Young Daughter has left to go on a road trip to visit her sister.
I love seeing deer and the little fawns too.
My alcoholic little brother didn’t attend his twin sons’ high school graduation (unless he lurked at the fence), and wasn’t there at the end to congratulate them and get a picture taken with them.
Well, he hates his in-laws, so he won’t get near them; and they were there. Plus his mother was there; our Mommy Dearest who narcissistically abused and rejected him (covertly, as they do, so no one knows).
So he is paranoid now, and massively drinks to drown the pain (and the pain of his beloved wife’s death).
My sister saw him that day, and noted that he is turning yellow. I thought he might make it into his early 60s at the rate he is going, but maybe he won’t make it through his early 50s. He’s 50 now.
So let’s keep keeping on!
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